ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY

So angry now. And feel so bad at the same time.
Ish i feel like banging my head on the wall and say : "DIE!!! you stupid girl!!! DIE!!!"
How can this two feeling exist at the same time? its driving me nuts!!!
Sorry my dearest Dylla, Eva, Alexandra, and Mahasin. I dint purposely not come for shooting..
Im so so so sorry!!!
I thought my dad would understand. I planned to leave at 2 plus right after lunch, but end up my dad went dissappeared. Im so so sorry my dear frens.
Now i feel so bad, i feel so useless again. =(

im sorry yea, my post's abit too emo lately...
=(