Ha ha. Silly me

Every time
I tried to climb,
I fall;
Felt like forever,
To reach the peak
That I once dreamt to be.

It all becomes
A fantasy;
A silly dream
That
One will never reach
Or maybe
It's just me.

It a big mistake,
Yes! It is.
And it’s time to say:
“Ha-ha, silly me!”

It was always wrong,
To leave my gang,
Merging with
Another clan;
Should have just,
Follow the plan.

I told myself
Hey Shing,
Please,
Think!
What are you becoming?
A pathetic?
Or just
another fake?