i feel like crap.

Super emo now. go away.

Useless,
i feel the word running in my head,
telling me how stupid i am,
always needing people to guide me.
Makes me wonder how did i,
survived through the past 18 years.

Useless,
again it appears tonight,
this very moment,
telling me how an idiot i can be, upsetting people around me.
Makes me think,
how do i deserve the people around me?

"Fool!"
it shouted!
Yes, I'm are nothing but failure,
nothing beyond that

"Your the worst!"
it says.
I agree, guess I can never be the best.
never the best person, not even a best friend.

Hi, I'm shing.
I'm a useless, miserable failure that don't deserve anything or anything good around me.
good night.