Dear Santa, I want my mommy back.

Dear Santa,

I know it's not Christmas anymore, but I really you can grant me this very last wish.
I want my mommy back, I want my family back.

I miss her smile, she smiled like the sun shining on a Saturday afternoon, but she doesn't smile to me anymore.
I miss how her eyes use to shine so brightly, they look just like the stars when I looked out the window at night; but she doesn't look at me anymore.
I miss her telling me stories every Saturday afternoon, her stories stays in my mind till this very day; but she doesn't talk to me anymore.
I miss her cooking, her soup are the best I've ever tasted in my whole life; but she never want to cook for me anymore.

Everything changed when she have her baby boy, she became different.She suddenly forgotten all about me existing and she forgot I'm her daughter too.

I love my little brother, I really do, but I could use a little care and love too. I was never jealous; I was a good girl like my mommy told me to be. I took care of my brother and I really hoped that he will grow up like my dad, so strong and so great.

I don't know what went wrong, we started arguing a lot, and my mommy decided to forget that I'm a part of the family. She leaves me behind for everything, she forbade me to join any of her activities in her life, and she brings my whole family out for a nice dinner tonight and left me behind. But it's really okay, I'm sure she just forgotten about me.

I just want her back Santa; all I want for Christmas is my mommy back.
For every Christmas, I only want a happy family.

It's been nine years now Mum, can you please come home? Can you please remember that I'm also a part of the family? Please?

HO HO HO

Merry Christmas!

Best wishes to all of you people put there!

Now, I shall be the nicest person u can ever find and I will give everyone who leaves a comment in the COMMENT BOX (not the cbox ok) a piece of chocolate..
maybe i'll be nice enough to buy everyone hershey Kisses! because everyone deserve a kiss on xmas!

MUACKS!
Merry xmas and a happy new year!
Happy holidays.

good night. sleep tight.

I just want you to show me some respect.
Is it that hard?
You can't expect me to respect you without you respecting me 1st.

Parents will always be parents, but you can try to give me some respect.
You are not superior.
I'm just too tired to argue anymore.
You can either kill me, or start respecting me.

I'm a human too, u know.

Happi-ness

good news everyone.. I'm going for internship in MalaysiaKini..
=D
happy!
I felt like I was dreaming. =p
Working in MalaysiaKini is like my dream man. =D
happy!
ahhhh



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Panic-ing

alright, no more annoying post for today.. I'm too panic to be annoying. =(
Currently at Mcd ss15, was here since 710am till now 9am..
two hours of sitting down, wow, can turn my ass into stone.
I have to go to Bormas for printing so i better come earlier in Mcd so i can go there straight when they open. =)

Tmr is the big day OMG!
for my interview of cuz.
MalaysiaKini interview is TMR! and i haven't have a clue how to go to Bangsar Utama. *shit*
im so dead.
I need to go for crash course on Malaysia Politic lesson 101.
=(
oh no. im so going to die.
cuz i still havent get to study for my "super tough exam"*quote MrAhBeng* on wed.

*shivers*
ok now.
i should get my ass up and walk to Bormas before another annoying malay lady start to occupy the printing lady. *long story*

I need to pee

you know how annoying I can be at times when I just wana be annoying for the sake of annoying people just exactly like how im trying to annoy you by reading this super long annoying post that is annoying you.
Annoying huh?

Im so sure some of you got so use to one of my bad habit (and some even got it from me. =D)
Instead of saying I wana go to the washroom/toilet/ladies/loo/release the yellow thingy inside me*wth*/wee wee/shh shh(the chinese way of saying weewee)/release water so i can add more water/kencing/siawbian/oh liu/pang niu(hokkien)... *yes im trying to be annoying again*
I usually say. I WANA PEE/I NEED TO PEE.

Then i'll look at the person i'm talking to regardless of whether the person layan me anot or looking at me anot with a very kesian-macam-nak-mampus face and twist my leg and hold my hands around my tummy and jump around and repeat tht I NEED TO PEEEEEE.

And then to be even more annoying i'll keep jumping aorund and sometiems pull tht fella's shirt/pants and repeat tht I NEED TO PEE even when the person already says "go la, toilet is there" or "pergi la kencing" or "why u telling me this?" or "i dont need to know" or "too much info" or "wtf go die la tahan ur pee till ur bladder pecah"*ok i made this up*. =D

See im so annoying im even trying to annoy u again by making my sentence so super long without a comma and just keep going around circles and keep trying to annoy u so why are u still reading this annoying post? do u like me to annoy you cuz i can do this all day and keep annoying u and trying to tell u i need to pee again and again till you tell me to go die and shut up.

ok.
I NEED TO PEE.

I need to PEEE..

I NEED TO PEE x 34543times

*jump around*

can i pee now?
really.
i need to pee la.
why u still reading cant u see i need to pee?

i need to pee.
i need to pee.
i need to pee.

see u get wad i mean im so annoying until you dowan to close this window and jsut wana punch my face right smack in the middle and say "haha! die u stupid peeing girl."

=D

hey.
I need to pee.
can i go pee?
pwease?
i....need... to... pee...
peee..
peee..

i need to pee pee..

Yawn

Next up, Moral exam at 3pm, and a magazine to complete ASAP.
I can feel my brain juice drying up.
I can't even think of anything to blog anymore.
=(

Going to die. Really.
My eyelids acts as if they held a heavy weight and its going to shut!
NO!!!
wake up shing!
study!

......

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sorry. i know i crapping.

Almost died.

I almost died.
Seriously.

Today when we are on the way to college, a motorcyclist came in the middle of the road.
So JC was waiting for the stupid motor to choose his lane but the bike didnt seem like he wana move.
so JC went to the left lane la wana go, but the stupid bike suddenly moving to the left, so we moved to the right again. this time the bloody bike moved all the way to his right WITHOUT CHECKING HIS BLOODY SIDE MIRROR!

OMG!
and if JC don't avoid the bike, I'm so sure that fella will die ok *ish*.
so because of us want to avoid that bugger who didnt check his side mirror, our car skid like crazy.
from the middle lane to the right lane and to the left. OMG.
The car almost went turning in circles le..
like those action movies. only way scarier

I almost thought I was going to die, and say bye bye to my exams *I really wana take the exam ok, need to go AUT ma*.
Thank goodness JC manage to control the car after that and nothing happened to both the car an the people. *damn i hope tht stupid cyclist dies man just now!*

I'm still shivering man, its so scary.
Sherree, rmbr the time when the car skid near ss19?
this is like that, only way worse.
I really though I'm going to die you know. I was so shocked that I cannot even scream.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Stupid motorcyclist! You idiots almost killed me TWICE! *^$(^%#(^)#&%
and people, when u drive, please be really careful ok?
some stupid people don't drive as cool and great as US. *especially those motorcyclist that think they own the whole blardy road.stupid mat rempits!*
ish