Another one!

Yay! another October baby. =D

Let me present you with...

*drum rolls*

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EVA!

*Eva is so going to kill me when she sees this picture*

A halloween baby too! haha..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl!

May you grow taller every year.. LOL
no la..
i mean...
may u have fun and joy and best wishes to you!




=D

heh heh..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

MUACKS!

When they say love is blind...

Like do you believe LOVE is blind?
You do? Dum Dum la u
Love is NOT blind… Is the people that fell in love are blind. A bit the obvious, isn’t it?

Just watched the movie “My best friend’s girl”, ask me how was it, quick! =p

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Ok la, since EVERYONE wants to know, let me tell you la..

Overall the movie is fine... Storyline is ok…
but they censor too much, so it’s not really worth it to watch it in cinema.

After that movie, I remembered how girls (boys also la) become very blind when they are in love. We often fall for the worst guy ever but still, see them as angel, or some COOL and YENG fellow.

We always come out of the cinema after this sort of movie commenting “wah, this girl so dumb wan, where got people so stupid like this also cannot see wan?” But hey, these sorts of things do happen you know.

I have this cousin who used to stay in a small town; she is merely 19 when she met this guy.

Let’s just name this guy “D”. I told this story to some of my friends already, so if you already know then no need to read la. =p

Alright, so there goes.

She is that kind of girl every parent would like, a girl that can cook, sew, and do everything else. She is polite, sweet, nice, caring, and someone a parent would use to compare with their daughters.

She knew this guy, through a way where I really thought its super old school.
Guess where? It’s through the meeting friends’ column in some Chinese magazine.
Yes I know its super old school, and that was just few years back ok.
She started sms-ing this guy, and then they meet up.
He was really nice to her, even bought her new cell phone, and gave her flowers and all. A very romantic guy he is.
Romantic enough to made her stop studying and gave up her SPM exam just for him.

Then, he managed to pursue her to meet him in a hotel room, and needless to say, you all know what happened.

She lost her virginity la.

Then they continued this little habit of theirs till she finally got pregnant and was forced to marry this man she knew not more than a year, when she was five month pregnant with the child.

Sound like the typical Chinese girl story?
Wait la… I missed out a few very important details.

This guy “D” is 20 years older than her. TWENTY YEARS!!! Yes I know!
He can be her father already!

Well, that is still alright, since now age is no more a barrier in relationships.

How about a man that is old enough to be her father with NO JOB, NO CAREER, NO CAR, NO CASH, NO HOUSE, and the worst of all, NO LICENSE!

If only he is the kind of guy that is willing to work hard, I won’t mind any of the above, but he doesn’t!

After getting married, she moved out and lived in Klang with her husband and worked in Magnum as a cashier *she has no SPM cert, remember?* and her “romantic” husband opened a fruit store in front of Magnum, which only opens on Wednesday, Friday, Saturday, and Sundays.

She is now 22 years old, and just gave birth to her third child.

Recently, she did something which broke my heart.
She sold her child to some couple that claims that they have no children and desperately wants a kid.

Sigh.

What more can I say?

Love is blind?

second post.

right now.
im feeling very emo-ish.
not sure why.
must be the blog I read just now.
or maybe its the middle-line thingy that I still cannot get.. =(
or maybe period is paying me a visit soon.

sometimes it happens.
like I was laughing at PCK and some funny shit Ahbeng jokes awhile ago.
then now I felt super emo, cuz i read someone's blog.

blogs have this power you know.
like they can either make you happy, bimbotic for the next hour,
or they can make you feel stupid and useless.

Guess who is on my mind now?
its my bestie Sherree.
T___T

suddenly I felt the useless-ness in me.
that me as THE best friend don't hang out with her as often anymore.
not that I dont want to. I just didn't have the time.
sometimes I really miss those days where we chat on the phone for hours and hours, and laugh till our jaw and tummy start to ache.
gosh.

it's been awhile since I actually talk on the phone for more than 10 minutes.
really.
not lying.
not even with the BF. *never did talk on the phone for very long with him anyway*
sigh

I miss you sherree.
didn't dare to call, incase I disturb your parents sleeping.
or disturb you doing your work.
or afraid I might get you in trouble by calling you so late.
and call handphone is expensive.

What kind of best friend am I?

I MISS YOU SHERREE!

I miss calling you, going shopping with you, going petaling street and we bargain like mad, staying over and chit chat till quite late till I fell asleep.
I even miss the time when I went to your house and baked the stupid cake that took me hours to finish.
what was it call again?
van-houten chocolate moist cake. or something like that.
It tasted like fruit cake.
and you and your mum would laugh at this everytime I come over.
T____T

I missed potato island.
and my green color cup in the cupboard.

ish
i should stop now.
damn emo.
bye.

i-dono-wad-to-post

yikes yikes yikes!

i cannot think of ANYTHING to blog la.
beside telling everyone how I have cravings for pizza hut now, but i cannot order cuz i got no money!
and the stupid pizza hut dont have the buy one free one promotion anymore!
ish.
its damn worthy ok buy one free one then u can eat two pizza for the price of one. =(
I want PIZZA!

ish ish!

aiyo this i-dono-wad-to-post post becoming a super bimbo-tic post la. ish.

owh owh!
anyone knows how to put lines in the middle like most of you people always do? tell me tell me!
i rmbr doing it once then my owh-so-brilliant-memory failed me and i FORGOT!
so people, please share your so great information with me.. =D
and anyone knows if blogger can use the password protected post thingy?
Saw it on suetli's blog,but dono if blogger can do the same. =p

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and today i super semangat ok, like super good girl leh.
*mind the "super", sorry man dono why i super like to use super these days*

I cleaned my SUPER messy room, *did i said cleanED? i mean going to, heh*, and i really really did clean up my little space downstairs where I usually go online, and my living room, and my brother's junk at the corner there, and also the lil table where we all makan.

whats my little space?
you know, the table that I put my lappy and do my works? the one near my tv and phone?
ok nevermind, but my table now is super duper neat already! *grins*
my room not yet la.. because half way cleaning I went to makan some maggi goreng, then I start to have those stupid cravings for diff things. So i started cooking and watching dvd. =p

but no worries. my room is NOT that messy la.. *oi shaddup u sherree! dont say anything!*

heh..
=D

i know this post is super random and meaningless. lately no inspiration to blog la. ish.
so i cincai say something only. =D

aiyer its going to rain AGAIN. so i better go collect my bed sheets and comforter outside, before I need to rewash them again.
*see, i really did clean my stuffs ok.*

=D

The blur bday girl!

hap-pee burstday to YOU!
yes YOU!
no la i mean the blurest girl in the whole DMC07.
=D


Nama itu dia Ng Yee Won..

she's always smiling and cheerful and of cuz.. BLUR! hahaha..
well, its her bday so I wont be posting up what are the blur stuffs that she said. =p
heh heh..
so girl!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
or
HAPPY BLURDAY?

hahaha... =D

When I close my eyes.

Moral is SUPER boring!
besides the final assignment that is super interesting, I have nothing to look forward to in this class.
T___T

really wana close my eyes. and dream. about... all the food in the world..
Sushi! Carbonara! Oyster! Burger! French fries! Cookies! Hanamaki! Nasi Lemak! Curry Chicken! Mushroom Soup! Pizza! Pepsi! Kickapoo!
waaaaaaa....
YAY!
I can feel the taste in my mouth ad weyh.. Imagine the texture of those food..
mmmm mmmmm...
*gulp*

then..
I open my eyes.
I see..

MORAL!

sigh.
*yes I'm in class now. sigh*

popularity or capability?

which is more vital?
Popularity? or Capability?
Who would you be?
the most popular person with average performance or the great performer but you have little friends?

Who shines more? Miss *or MR* Popular, or Miss *Mr* Capable?

I always knew that I was not the popular wan, but I won't say that I am very good at tasks. However, I can do work and I become super serious and sometimes bitchy when it comes to my work. I always ask for the best of my work. I want the best.
I tried my hardest to become Ms popular, but it never worked. like NEVER!
I even doubt if anyone else reads my blogs besides my close friends. Sometimes I'm so sure that everyone hates me for my bitchiness and my overly control freak attitude. *emo-ness*

I become so tired of making myself popular, so tired of pleasing everyone just so that they will like me.

How i wish, one day I did something really great / awesome, then someone popular would like it and then he or she will make me popular too! *dreams*
then everyone would like me and will cheer for me even tho I did a small silly stunt or when I sang but it doesn't sound nice.
WEEEEE!!!

haha..
Can't help but to laugh at this silly dream of mine.

I know it will never come true.
So...
Guess I'll always just be Miss Secretary.

No more tears?

you know like everyone is having a blog now, my link list is so getting longer and longer.
=p
well, the whole point of this is ME trying to tell YOU that..
Mr BF started a blog, like after a million years after I told him to. =p

No la this blog not about me la.. not about him also. It's about his writing la..
he always have this passion for writing and he writes really well too.
so yea lo, he writes stories and stuffs on that blog la..
quite good also le, YOU should go and try reading it la if you like reading stories.
Click HERE to his blog.


Note* baby i just promoted your blog. see how nice i am. =D
and you sherree.. Im not stupid woman ok. =p

I started smoking...

...since yesterday...

phew, i wish i could say that. but no, i didn't start smoking.

well, it all started off with pangkor trip, tru out the whole trip i felt like i was in a smoke chamber, getting punished and going to die, of lung cancer.
Most of the council members are smokers, so I can't really do anything, or say anything.
I tried, but it didn't work. Just apparently some people just didn't know the meaning of respect, i don't blame them, really.
No point actually. Got sick of doing that.
Most of my friends are smoker but never had a problem with them, they all respected my rights as a non smoker, so i respected their will to smoke.
Then, i start to realise that I am overly exposed to cigarettes. and now i just wish i am part of them, so at least i wont feel so headache every time they pulls out a stick.

I actually hoped that i smoke too, so i can get rid of all this irritating effect by that annoying smoke.

I. am. Afraid.

During the process of growing up, we all needed a push to move foward, be it compliments, or criticism.
Some might push you towards your goal, yet the rest, will send you further, demotivate you.
Kills you passion. and bring fear.

I am afraid. of them. I really am, truly, afraid.

Tag- a- tag - tag. =D

Like mentioned the other time, Ms sherzinger tag tag me in her blog, and hey, here I am in class doing nothing during break time *myoe if u read this i wasn't doing this during class time ok*.

so here goes:

What is his/her name?

Sherree Tai Sher Ree. =p

How old is he/she?

satu sembilan

What relationship are you having with he/her?

BFF.

Did he/she ever betray you?

Not that I can ever recall. and she better not.. heh heh heh

Do you love him/her?

Like a family. xoxo

Is he/she your soulmate?

depends on the defination of soulmate. lol. *of cuz i know wad it means la, saje buat suspens*

What do you think of him/her?

Creative, bold, straight foward, and super blurcase at times *ahem*.

Would you get him/her a pressie?

why not?

Is he/her a liar?

we both tell lies together. heh heh

Would you marry him/her?

For wad? dowan la.. later everyday get scolding for my messy-ness. ish.

What if you are more popular than he/her, would you dump her?

i mmg more popular wad..*perasan* *waves* hahaha..

of cuz not la.. she's way popular than me and she still love me. =D

Tag 10 people that you really care and they must answer these question about you.
heh heh heh.

i tag.

everyone la..
ok.

yee won, liyana, eva(do it on facebook), jade..

aiya..
everyone la.
ish.

Its all just a cycle

picture by blackmrker, deviantart

Its funny how sometimes when you think back, you'll realise things are actually just a big cycle.
Like they say, what goes around comes around *or is it terbalik?doesn't matter, I'm sure you get what i mean* =p

So yea, was thinking back about the times when I was still a little girl.
Not sure whats up with all the thinking back lately, but there I am, remembering all the little things that happened in my life.

I use to stay in a little shop house in Sunway, two room, really really small, and sometime smells like Indian food thanks to the mamak shop downstairs.
I love how the sun shines in the house on a Saturday afternoon, it makes the whole house so warm and cosy, then I'll curl on my folded mattress, with my mum lying next to me, telling me all the great stories she heard while she was a little girl. =)
It's funny how I can still remember that cosy warm feeling and how it can still make me smile. =)

Well, that wasn't exactly what I wanted to talk about.
I remember when I was a kid, dad use to go out at night for his yumcha session *for socialise and work gua, i oso not sure why*, which he doesn't do so anymore or not maybe he'll understand why I wan my yumcha sessions too *note: i cannot go out at night even for yumcha*.
Then being a daddy's little girl I use to stay up and wait for him, no matter how my mum kept asking me to go sleep. I'll keep asking what time is he coming back, where he went, why never bring me..all sorts of funny questions. yea, that's me. =p

I particularly remember this one incident, where this day, dad wasn't home even it was already close to 10pm, and usually he comes back by 9pm. so I was tired and sleepy, but i still stayed up waiting for him to come home.
Mum got so tired of me asking stupid questions so she asked me to call my dad myself. so I picked up the phone, called my dad and asked him what time he coming back. He sounded abit annoyed, and said he coming back soon then he asked for my mum. I passed the phone to my mum, and watch her talk in the phone. *was abit too young to actually understand wad they talking about*

When she hanged up, she told me that my dad felt very "no face" *means embarrased in the normal chinese language* because I called and asked him to come home, or something like that. I even rmbr i asked my mum wad was face, then when I finally got the idea what my dad meant I got kinda hurt and I went straight to bed.
Since then i never wait up for my dad anymore or actually call him for no reason just to ask what time he coming back.

What makes me think about this is actually because nowadays when i come back late, my mum would always call, and lately her phone call is getting earlier and getting extremely annoying. So the other day when my grandma came, I told her how annoying and embarrassing it was, and how bad it is getting earlier and earlier.
guess wad? the second night, no phone call came till almost 1am. not really surprise tho.
then the next night she never called as well, which I was a bit pleased *i know I'm evil* because the phone calls can get really annoying when you're trying to make a conversation. sigh.
but then it stroke my mind and remind me about this incident that happened.

so I was thinking how funny it is, things actually happens like a cycle; and things that made me upset is now bothering my parents. =p
Kinda wonder if they ever realise this little coincidence, well, won't be telling them even if they don't realise.

Parents never realise their mistakes, and will always always remember ours, same goes to us. We will never rmbr our mistakes, but our parent's mistake is super unforgetable. =p

PLEK

Second attempt.
to blog.

ish.
i tried to blog like some bimbo just now but it got too bimbotic and i can't stand it anymore.
=p

Currently having holidays for raya. its 9 days! for my college its almost one of the longest hols i ever had ok.. =( beside CNY la of cuz.that also xsampai 2 weeks =p

been eating a little too much lately thanks to gramma's visit to my house. so everyone wanted to bring her out for makaning session. *to prove their love to her i guess*
so my family was included in the makaning plans. =D
out of 3 days, we went to dragon-i, dimsum in manjalara, western in Meaty house taipan*aunt's shop*, some fish head thingy at USJ 1 and etc..

wah wah wah..
saya suda jadi gemuk itu muka sudah macam itu roti canai.
itu perut pon sudah mau pecah.
macam ini bunyi. PLEK.

yes Ms sherree tagged me *i know ok*, 1st name of her list summo. hahaha. bangga sangat bangat..
=p
but i lazy la do now. later la. maybe when i wake up. =D

I know la this post is crap.