CONFESSION of a beautiful girl. ;)

Okay, i have a confession to make.

Well, actually...

erm.. :D ... how do i say this so that i dont look stupid?

Fine!!! Here goes, i... dyed my hair yesterday. but the color wasnt obvious.

Yes Kenneth, I DID dye my hair.. and that's why my hair stink like hell yesterday, IT WAS THE CHEMICAL LA, DUDE!!! T__T

Well, here's why my hair color doesnt really stand out..

it's bcuz it's brown. *no im not lying to myself*

i dint get the wrong color la, i wanted it this way la.. so it look natural ma..

i mean i cant carry out the blondie hair look, or that ooh-my-hair-looks-like-it-caught-fire kinda look..

so i decided to stick on the safe side la... but i didn't expect the "safe side" to be this safe (that i havta admit la).. T.T

But it still look good on me..

YES IT DOES!!! BECAUSE I SAID SO!!!

so now..say it looks good..say it! SAY IT!!!

"ur hair looks really good Shing, wow.. love the color.." << (it's NOT me pretending to be someone else)

haha.. call me a pretender (what ever tht mean), or a perasan'er (im not sure whether this word even exist but wad the hell)..

you can call me anything u want, but i know my hair looks good..cuz it's not black anymore.. it's BROWN!!!

now people cnt ask me am i from Korea, but if they do, im gona answer them :"Hello Kawan, cant u see my hair is BROWN??!!! why u think i put in so much effort just to dye my hair brown? huh? lu mau gaduh ka? mali la..lu ingat gua takut ka?..(ok it's going too far...hehe.. [-.-"] ) "

there.. see for yourself..

i told u it's brown!!! :p

dont tell me that u see no diff...

ITS BROWN!!

*stomach growling*

Im getting FAT.
i mean it... T_T
Im eating like a pig since i came back from Pangkor island.. haha..
i really don't know why, but I just feel like eating..
Im finishing off the packet of Muruku tht my mum brought back from my gramma's hse at this very moment while im typing..
yes, its THAT scary..and no, im not pregnant. :D

Guess wad? that day i went out with Kenneth for this video meeting, and i couldn't stop eating..
I had McD breakfast, then 2 hours later i had the pan mee at the corner shop near my coll, the portion is HUGE (ask my frens, they know), then i had something called Belgium waffle which is actually bread (waste of money) , then i went for Takoyaki *yum yum*, and then..i had fruits..haha..what a day!!!
but Kenneth was shocked!!
haha.. well, cant be too surprised since i usually DONT eat in front of my college peep, wana jaga image...right..
No lar, actuali i was trying to save money..hehe..now u know.. :p
weyh!!! im getting FAT weyh!!! but i wana eat!!

Gosh! I miss Murni's carbonara, and William's carbonara oso..
and Sakae Sushi's Ebiko Sushi n Sashimi,
and Secret Recipe's Tomyam Kung n Lasagna....
*slrpp* *gulp* *air liur coming out*

okay...im hungry..again. *stomach growling*
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*away looking for food in the fridge*

I want to...

fall in love.

WAKE UP WAKE UP!!!

wah wah wah... Finally start class d..
Okay la. Class started two days ago, which was on the 22nd of January,
But yesterday was Thaipusam, so obviously I was still in the holiday mood.. *snores*
Hehe, now... its time to WAKE UP and GO TO CLASS!!! Lets hope that i don't fall asleep in the class.. haha.. *Pray*
*sigh* im already missing Mr Tan's class... He's the best lecturer(pls la sir..don't perasan)..
or maybe im just too used to his way of teaching... Gosh!!! i MISS Mass Comm and Presentation Skills and Comm English... *sigh*

Well... Lets pray harder that the other lecturer's class will be as fun... or better...
i CANT wait.. for... im not sure wad.. but i just can't wait... haha...

Okie.. Time for class..
wake up now.. Nerdy mode on.. and STUDY!!!

WOW!!! very very long blog...

Fuh!!! so tiring... it has been a hectic week for me this few weeks..

Last week was my exam which ended on Friday, then on the next day i went to help out at the education fair for two days - saturday n sunday (12/1-13/1).

Monday, i went to college to let MR LOW to check the progression for my final project.

Tuesday and Wednesday(which is today), IACT held the exploration workshop, and as a Student Ambassador, i went to help out the marketing people(Jess, Fran and Sandy). Well, altho i was having fun, but its quite tiring as well since i was rushing my CG project to meet the due date today *sigh*.

Lets not telk about CG, now, continue to my schedule...

Tomorrow, finally, i'll be able to have a good sleep, or more like hibernate..haha.. since theres nth to do tmr *yay*..

wait wait.. Thts not all..

This friday, i'll be going to Pangkor with student council till this Sunday.

Then one day rest, my second semester will officially start on the 22nd.

WOW... such a tight schedule huh..

Haha... but it was so fun!!! Im not sure whether i told u guys before, tht i kinda lost myself lately? Well i did struggle for a short period of time... but guess wad? i think im getting back to myself again... hahaha..I had alot of fun since i joined student ambassador. Im so glad tht Kenneth asked me to join with him and im grateful that i joined with him. haha.. Many thanx to marketing ppl as well for letting me be one of the SA.. ^^

Now, its time to talk bout CG again.. *sigh*

This is my third wan ady, the 1st two idea/work was rejected by Mr Low *cough cough* ... This third wan, finally got the approval from him*surprise surprise*.. because i did not do that well for this one either.. hehe..but he did say tht i wont get an A..*sigh*

Well, disappointing, yes.. but at the same time im relieved as well... finally after this mental torturing not-able-to-sleep two weeks, I GET TO SLEEP!!! hahahahaha...

By the way, to all that haven't see my final project, here is an attachment of my final work..since u guys wont be able to see it in the gallery..

Enjoy, i guess...

stop. now!! haha

was looking back at all the post i've posted.. and i got a shock of my life!!.ok mb not tht shocking la, but still quite surprised la.

when i started this blog i dint plan to make my blog so emo-ish.

but i really dono wad happened. well.. wad ever it is...THIS IS GONNA STOP!!!

im not saying tht im gonna delete my blog la...please la..

im going to TRY.. see, try to stop putting in emo stuff..

hehehe...just wait and see... muahaha.

-shing the great-

so weird ler..

college life. weird.
im not as happy as before, i dont smile tht much anymore.
i think im not the only one, i think college life reali can change one person.
so weird.
for example, Nilu, she used to be to funny, loud girl in class. but sumhow, she seem so down lately, so quiet. Janette, the "tai kah cheh" in the class, sudenly just dont seem so "tai ka cheh"-ish anymore. Kenneth, used to be this quiet, serious gentleman, but now, he seems to be very loud, and funny, mean at times(the funny way of cuz).
guess college life make people change. or is this just a process all of us have to go tru before we grow up?if it is, then i wish tht i will never grow up, because going tru this process makes me lose part of me bit by bit. *sigh* how i wish there is a neverland, so i will not have to grow up.
college life. so weird.
gosh i need to stop this. i need to find myself again.
or not i'll be suffering. again.
haha.

Have u EVER felt this way?

have u ever felt that the world is so dark, that u can hardly see ur future?
have u ever felt that u are so lonely, as tho the world left u siting in the corner?
have u ever felt so tired that u thought if u fall asleep u will never wake up again?
have u ever felt so insecure, like no one is going to be there to hold u when u fall?
have u ever felt like crying so much until u couldnt stop ur tears at all?
have u ever felt that all you want is just a pat on ur head. a hug, and tell u everything is gonna be fine?
have u ever felt that you dont belong in where ever u are now?
have u ever felt like giving up hope and throwing everything away?

2008. no more creative work please.

hapy new year to you all out there.

2008. new year, new hope. but 2008 did not start out fine for me.
im having exam, and CG project which i have to redo again (thanx to the very nice and sweet pumpkin n those irresponsible people).
dont get me wrong. exam is nothing, and i LOVE CG. until these irresponsible people came out of nowhere. now i have to redo everything again. *sigh*
im really not a creative person. i dont design. i usually leave the designing to my best fren.
i dont like designing. but i guess this time im on my own.
i so need help.