today. i feel like killing

im extremely pissed off today. now. this moment
and i bet this will last till the rest of the day till i get my sleep.
so im sorry if i use any offensive words to any of u or in this particular blog.
you can choose not to read if u don wan to ruin my image in ur heart.
the other day i went for this Malta launch where we just do nothing and we get rm 40.
this is the reason im fucking pissed off now. my group got rm 30. why? u ask?
thanx to this fucking bitch which i called a fren. i know i shud never cover up for her.
she lied to all that we will only get rm30, but out of fate i found out her plan and because im such a wonderful friend which i have always been, i decided to keep it to myself. which i dont find it any prob till today. fuck i shouldn't trust her anymore after what she had done to me.
fucking bitch.
she actually bitch abt me, on the official blog of our ex - class.
just because i asked her to held a reunion for the fucking class because we havent seen each other for this fucking long period.
yes, im such a wonderful friend, fuck it. im not doing this anymore.
if that day i just tell the rest about this, i confirm she'll get whack till her fucking ass turns flat.
unethical people.
dont ur mum teach u about honesty and friendship?
owh i fucking forgot. u dont give a fuck cuz ur such a fucking whore.
fuck off cuz ur not my fren anymore.
pls dont call me when u need people to company u to anywhere.
fuck off.

my special ability

today, i discover my ability of multi tasking.

im doing my pr assignment, yea im still doing,

sambil itu, im chatting with 3 people at the same time, then i got myself supper, then im checking on facebook, sambil watching tv..

and my brain is still thinking abt PR.. and now im blogging...

AMAZING!!! =)

ok.. now, back to work...

IM GONA DIE!!!

i really dono why am i doin this, but yea... im blogging. =D
nth wrong la with blogging, but now, i have a 1500 words news article *gulp*(pr assignment) to be done, now only got 613 words, and the best part is, tmr is the due date!!!
and its 10.47 pm now.
gosh im gona die.. T____________________________________________T
for the very 1st time i decided to let myself be lazy..
and told myself.. "shing, u DESERVE a rest.. go sleep go go.."
and hah!!! see la now wad happen.. BALASAN time.. T_____________________T
aiyo, no wikipedia, web page with author... *gulp* thinking of this oso i wanto die ad..
now i have two books on my lap.. trying to figure out what the hell are they trying to say..
why cant they say, PR = 1+1... wah.. so cool rite?
but no.. they have to go one BIG round and say all this weird things... (soli ar ms sue... i really prefer reading notes than books)
ahhh!!!! 10.55 pm .. still 613 words... and im still blogging.. IM GONA DIE!!! *gasp* O.O

yea.. i know my mistake.. *sob* i wont do it again... T___T.. haih
i promise i wont be lazy again... T____T
aiyo...i damn scare la.. everyone said miss sue very very the strict with marking..
AIYOOOOO!!! die la... my CGPA habis cerita ad... *faint and die*
no000OOOOOO...................
T_______________________T


SHING!!! DO UR WORK!!!
no i dowan... i sleepy... T__T
DO NOW!!! or.. YOU DIE!!!
but... but.. i dowan to die yet.. saya belum kahwin... T_T
LU XDA BUAT KEJA LAGI XPAYAH KAHWIN!!
why? *innocent smile* =D
STOP ASKING WHY LA!! DO UR WORK LA!!!
why why? o.0
SHING!!! STOP TALKING TO URSELF AND START DOING UR WORK LA IDIOT!!!
*sob*
CRY BABY!!!

owh no.. i think too much work d.. driving me crazy... *faint*

Edison Chen and Gillian

I bet this must be the biggest topic in town except for the election which is on the 8th of March.
and lagi la now this topic is hot since now edison came out of his so call "hiding" which he claims that he was taking care of his mum and family, and explain about the whole thing. (Sure today's paper sell like mad in HongKong especially.)
Now, be honest, wad is the question everyone will ask to each other recently?
yea! it's : "have u seen the edison's picture?" everyone knows abt it.
but have anyone thought of why is this case so huge?
Because his a celebrity? Because he was always protraying the bad boy image from the start of his career? ...hmm?
You know wad i think? i think its the MEDIA. gosh, after taking mass comm, i tend to look at things from a diff way.
This case prove Mr Tan right, which is the media actually controls alot of things.

WHAT IF the media just kept quiet when they found all this pics? I mean this kinda pictures can be found everywhere rite? by anyone. and we cant deny that some (some means ALOT here yea) couples do take this kinda pictures.

WHAT IF the media sees these pictures as one of the rest? just like every other pictures u can find from the internet / porn-sites... will this case be soo big?

WHAT IF Edison Chen is NOT a celebrity but a just a normal yet gorgeous guy u see everyday in clubs/ street/ malls? will u even bother to follow this news? yea maybe u'll still go n see the pictures, watch the videos.. but the case wont be this big right? or maybe if he really is just a normal guy, this might actually make him famous instead of making him quit the entertainment line.

im not sure, but i may be the only person that still support edison chen. (sorry if im not) i dono.
i was never a big fan of him, i just watch his movie and chat abt him once in awhile. I am not a fan of him.

the reason i dont blame him is because......
firstly, is none of my business and i dont care.
secondly is because i find what ever that he did is actually something tht most couples did too.
so why are people giving this poor guy such a hard time for doing something tht most couple did?
because their kids saw those pictures?
but at the first place, how did the kids found these pictures? why are they watching these videos at the 1st place?
Isnt this the parent's responsibility already??

its just my thoughts that im sharing here. tell me what u think about this.

hmmm. but i do agree with who ever tht says :" pls stop spreading these pictures anymore for it is very unhealthy to the society"

Im NOT a LIAR ! ! !

i always thought being a student ambassador is a fun job...
until today..i finally realised it is not as easy as i thought.
hmmm... it really hurt my feelings wen this student says that im losing her trust.. and she thinks that im a LIAR.. :(
wow.. 18 yrs.. never had someone say tht straight to my face. i almost wanted to give up..
like (_) <<< (contoh of 2 fingers yea..) this close....seriously weyh..
haih.. i always thought if u give the world the best, and the best will come back to you.
I dare say i told her every truth she needs to know. everything she asked i tried my best to answer her.. *sigh* but this is not the best, is it? to have someone doubting you and treat u like a person that wants to cheat all their money.. :(
haiyo.. c'mon la.. no point la i wana lie to u ler.. i lie to u i get into trouble leh..
haih..

i not stupid too

For the 3rd time, I watched a Singapore movie called “I not stupid too”. Bet most of you heard about this movie before, and I won’t be surprise if you all know the story better than I do because this is a very good movie that I really like.

I like that movie a lot; it reflects the truth and tells the adult what we teenagers think. Sometimes, we really want to be a good kid, a good daughter and a good student. But how often, when we something good, we put in a lot of effort, but end up with nothing. Sometimes its not the achievement that we seek, all we wanted is someone to see that we put in effort; someone to say “great job, keep up the good work”. Everyone wants to be the best, but not everyone can be the best. Sometimes adults asked too much from us, but they never thought of whether what they want is it within our capability.

My mum always wanted me to learn piano, when I was still in kindergarten, my mum already got me a piano teacher. Well, I can’t say that I don’t like piano, but I just don’t like to take piano as a serious thing. Going through exam and theories, is just not what I want. But she never cared. All she thought of was that she likes piano so much but she didn’t have he chance to learn when she was young. So now she makes us all learn piano so that we won’t regret next time when we grow up. Sigh. Adults, adults.

You know, movie is really powerful. Have u ever felt really sad and emo after watching a sad love story? Or feel extremely hyper after you watch a comedy or a happy ending movie such as enchanted or stardust? That happens to me all the time. And it is happening again. That’s the reason I’m being so emo right now.

I Dont Remember

how falling in love felt like

Gong Hei Fatt Choi?

Can u believe it? Chinese New Year is like the day after tmr weyh!!
Damn nervous weyh.. (i dono why oso).
and guess wad? i will be going back to my not-so-far-away gramma's hse which is located in a small little town called Nilai.
*sigh*
that place is sooo boring!!
imagine...
a place with NO housephone (which means no unlimited calling, T_T),
NO internet connection (walao!!no facebook weyh!!nooo0O T____T ),
NO tv, ok la got tv la.. but my bro will stick to it every single minute..so got no difference la.. NO tv T_T
the only "cun" place they have there is Giant.. (wad the hell?i dont even go Giant for my groceries shopping ad weyh, i go carrefour wan weyh)

But well, besides all those, at least one thing is worth celebrating....
CHINESE NEW YEAR la hallo!!

lets hope i get lots and lots of angpau.. hehe..

hey u!!!
u la reading my blog wan..
where's my angpau? faster faster.. dont play play ah..
better gimme now.. :p