im not appreciated.. but its okay... sobz

have you ever felt SAD, ANGRY, or DISAPPOINTED after u did so much work, but it's all wasted because your so not appreciated?
that exactly how i felt now. hmmm.
remember that i once did this muffin thing for "OUR" english magazine assignment?
i havta put " " bcuz it not really OUR.. it's THEIR's..
i do my part, they decide whether they like it anot. and Puff!! they discard yor hardwork.
of course im angry, of cuz im sad, how can i not be disappointed? but what can i do? i can't make a big fuss out of this...or better said as..i don't want to make a big fuss out of this. so here i am, spilling out all the feelings i have..
i don't blame them tho, bcuz they are doing exactly what they think is good for the magazine.. so yea, i CAN'T blame them..
haiz.
owh...they decided to use NON of my pictures..btw..
*sigh*
its really sad since i did so much..
but it ok..im STRONGER than u think..

finally...the heartbreaking news..

Shing Yee
-“smoking is an activity that does not directly harm people”. Was that planned or did you make that up on the spot. A rather careless statement.
- Good projection of voice and body language. Well presented
-“why must we care?” Another incredibly totalizing statement. These statements made your group come across as over-defensive.
-Good ending


Finally got my feedback on the debate. Well, I have to admit that I didn’t expect much. It’s Mr. Tan, what more can I expect? But after I got the feedback, I still felt a slight of disappointment. Yes, I got good comments, but what strikes me most is the statement about my group being over-defensive.
But yea, I didn’t do a good job at this, so there’s no one to blame except for myself.
*sigh*

FEEL- mmmm~

i have to say, today is one of the best english class i had. well, i must say that i just LOVE spellings and pronounciation. because i'm not too good with it. i like to learn more things.

ehem..*cough cough*
let me be Mr. Tan for few minutes.

VEGETABLE : VEG-table
EXERCISE : ex-eR-cise
(the "R's" deserves more attention)
LIBRARY : li-BRA-ry (dont forget the BRA) *giggle*

and here's my favourite..dont ask me why i like it.. i just do..

FILM : not FILEM, or FLIM... its FEEL--MMM.

remember kids, pronounciation is VERY IMPORTANT!!

Im NO Artist

i LOVE to bake, but im NOT an artist.

i can't take picture of myself baking, even after so many years of baking and so many years of cam whoring, i still can't manage to take my pic when im baking. sobz.

it's for my english assignment btw. it's a food magazine.

my not-so-glamour-4 megapixel digital camera which belongs to my mum is now covered with butter and flour. you can imagine what kinda shit i went tru just to take those pictures, by myself. this is one of the sample of my not-so-wonderful pictures.

but well.. i have a few good one tho.. this is my favorite...

look sooo delicious.. yum yum..

ermm... MR. TAN , if you ever saw my blog.. now you know how much effort i put in for the magazine.. higher grades? hehehe.. :D

i need help

im having this weird kinda rashes....
almost 3 months d..
since i came back from NS..
i dono why oso... but don worry..
its NOT contagious...

im now requesting for a cure..
if anyone have a good formula or what so ever..
let me know..
im suffering now..
feel like dying everynight wen i try to sleep.
help.....

Selamat Hari Raya

to all Muslims.. happy Hari Raya..

btw, im still pissed since no one actually REALLY invited me over for open house..
c'mon ppl.. especially u from NS..
you guys promised to invite me..
u broke ur promises, and my heart.. im walking to Pyramid..

i am....

im stressed... i dono why...

IF..........

If I’m not who I am, if I’m not acting the way I’m acting now, if I didn’t take things as serious as I am now… will it be diff? I know its just a debate, I know its just assignments, I know it’s just class, but for me, it’s more than that… it’s about making the right decision, the planning, and not letting my teammates down..

I'm thinking too much? Yea I know… sometimes things are meant to be like this…but I’m really disappointed with myself, I don’t enjoy knowing that I’ve let someone down, that’s why I’m always trying so hard to do my best in everything. I know I disappoint some of my teammates due to my overestimate on certain things… this class definitely taught me a lot, at least now I know that I'm not a good leader and I won’t want to put myself in that situation anymore…

I didn’t mean to make my blog all emo2 n stuff, but I'm just telling what is on my mind. That’s why I named this blog “The Other Me”… I'm always happy and cheerful in front of people, well I'm not saying that I'm acting that out because I am always happy and cheerful… but there is a part of me that is slightly darker and thinks a lot...

If I'm don’t have that darker side of me, will I be a better person?