For u..the most important person in my life

dear Gramma,

There's so many things i wanna tell u, but i really don't know wher to start..i wana tell u that im reali sorry,because i was never a good person,or a good grandaughter...but i really thank God that what ever happens i still have u in my life..no one else on this planet can take away my love for u..n i wont allow it if any one tries to take u away from me.
Altho i was born in a complete family,my relationship wiv my mum is not that close..so i always felt tat i dont seem to belong at home.but i always love to mmet u on Sundays where i can juz sit back n relax,as well as enjoying all the tasty food u prepared for me..den I'll help u do the dishes,altho u told me not to do it.
I wish i could tell u tat how i missed u wen i was away for 3 months.the hard life in Sarawak camp reali makes me wana juz sit nx to u and do nth.the terrible food there makes me miss u even more,altho ur cooking is always simple..but i just love them..even thinking abt it now makes me hungry.. =D..
But lately it seems lik there is something bottering u..u seem so worried,sad,tired...must be because of 5th aunt's death right?i know ur depressed,n sad...it makes me sad everytime i see u,ur white hair seem to be growing more n more..it makes me felt even worst when i know i cannot do anything to make u feel better..im sorry..but the only thing i can do is just be with u..
Somehow there's alot of ppl i know left n went to another world..It makes me worry everytime wen theres someone died..i cant help thinking that one day u might leave me here alone in this world.it just makes me cry everytime this thing came into my mind...

Tongue Tie

she sells sea shells by the sea shore,
the shells she sells are surely seashells.
if she sells shells by the sea shore,
im sure the shells she sells is seashose shells.
READ THIS OUT LOUD n FAST!!!

argh..english's work...or mb more suitable to be called as a joke... arr.. my tongue is tied up... hemm...

yummy..

baked muffin today...choc chip Muffin..special recipe from sherree's mum

hehe..i think i dint do it propely cuz its not tat sweet...but...well..my fwen think otherwise..

hehe..lik JARED liks to say... "great success"... hehe... love baking... woohoo!!!

Memories

wads comes in my mind wen v talked abt memories in presentation skill's class??an image popped into my mind..a picture of a person,a women....my 5Th aunt..y her?bcuz shez the one tat inspire me a lot wen it comes to talking n presenting..n helped me alot wen i hav competition..
she'z in her early 30's tis yr..n she'll always be 30..cuz she passed away on may 14 tis yr..she left without any last words,leave behind 2 kids,gave us sadness..n leave me having the biggest guilt of all my life..she left wen i was in national service,on a Monday.but i only found out on tat Saturday..i was shocked..u cant possibly imagine that feeling..losing someone u care,n cares for u..someone tat helped u so much but u cant do neting for her..n u cant even attend her funeral n be there to say goodbye..n wad makes me feel even more guilty is tat i was actuali havin fun on the day she was suffering..
i rmbr tat i was so excited tat day cuz im finally learning how to handle a M-16.. till tis very day,i still cant believe wad i did then..the person i love was suffering from death n yet im having fun ther..im such a jerk..i still blame myself..i dont wan her to go..not now..at least not wen i was an ocean apart from her..i dont even hav the chance to say goodbye..i missed her..the last tme i see her was on Chinese new yr..n then its her picture on her grave..but at least she'll always have a pretty look in my mind now..cuz they sed wen she left,she dont look lik her anymore..my poor aunt fell from her apartment which is on the 11th floor..reason unknown..some say she's suffering from a mental prob,i dont know..but i hope tat she did not commit suicide..for every1 knows tat its a big sins to end ur own life..
all the memories v had tgt is playing in my mind lik a movie.on the day v went to clean my granpa's grave,how shez fed us the chicken not minding to dirty her hands..how she taught me to speak better in public..how she taught me to apply make-up...they all seems lik they just happened yesterday..cant believe how cruel is life to take her away from us..cant believe how less time v spent tgt..there's so many more things i wanted her to teach me..but it'll just stay as my memories now..
dear God pls dont take away anyone else from me anymore..u can take away so many things from me.but pls dont bring death to my family anymore..i know its not possible...but i don't think i can stand another family member leave me again..i cant..

smart ass

just saw my lecturer's blog.. damn!! its so smart... tats y hez our lecturer..
one day wen i grow up i wana be lik him.i salute u, Mr Supertan...altho ur mean sometimes.

Finally Closed Down

after 2 yrs plus at pyramid...dome sunway is now officially closed..kinda sad since thers the 1st cafe i ever worked at...its closed for around 1 week now, miss them tho..

Dome sunway's bar...what's left now is juzt memories..

minnat....the steward of DOME sunway..

i scream u scream...lets get an ice cream!!!!!

i love ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! free from LEO"S cafe... yum...